If you are going to name something a RAT (in Australia, the faster, less accurate test for Covid-19 is called the Rapid Antigen Test), it’s going to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. RATs (the animals) are hard to get hold of, rats like to hide, they move fast, making quick, darting, panicky movements – kinda like people who cannot get their hands on RATs. People also probably scream when they get their hands on RATs (with dread when it’s the animal, elation when it’s the test kit).
On the other hand when you call it ART (Antigen Rapid Test) – as they do in Singapore – it sounds classy, calm, inviting, something that is available to all people, and for all people. Just mosey on by, there’s enough of it to go around.
So bottom line, when you have to acronyze anything, learn from Singapore. They package it well.
It was a particularly bird-filled day this morning – there were a couple of smallish woodpeckers, greenish birds (lorikeets perhaps), black birds, brown birds, small flitty birds (hummingbirds perhaps) that flew a happy path, dipping and gliding. What a joy! They were also a bit chatty, with deep throated trills, chirps and caws. Of course I couldn’t let them just talk to themselves so I responded with similar, friendly (or so I thought) trills, chirps and caws. I think maybe they were something offensive or insulting, because they flew away.
But the crows shouldn’t be so easily offended. Afterall, they are the ones who stare back, and only fly off at the last moment when being ‘shooed’, they stand on the wok or on the sink and leave their bit of poisonous crap around. I think they of all birds, should be on the lowest pecking order of being insulted. P.S. That bird’s nest was made by a hummingbird. What workmanship using their beaks!
‘A waiting person is a patient person. The word patience means the willingness to stay where we are and live the situation out to the full in the belief that something seen there will manifest itself to us.” – Henri Nouwen.
That basically captures the essence of me as I sat in the balcony: iPhone propped on my knees and trained on the horizon, snapping whenever I saw lightning, and basically hoping that I managed to capture something. Half-an-hour and lots of fake-out photos later, I managed to capture that photo.It certainly wouldn’t win any prizes – grainy as it is – but I felt proud that I managed to capture it. Why? maybe because I learnt that I could wait, I could cultivate patience, hope, and resilience. Or maybe, forget all those lofty virtues, because I know from experience that it is damn hard to capture something as fleeting as lightning, on an iPhone 4.
But in the end, even if there was nothing to show for my waiting, it would have been okay – because sometimes witnessing and experiencing is what matters more.
‘Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher a storm, but to add colour to my sunset sky.” Rabindranath Tagore (1861-1941)
It’s amazing when someone from another time and space is able to capture and express what I feel but am not eloquent enough to say. In all my moments of speechlessness, it is the beauty of nature that takes the words away.
How do you see yourself? When others say things to you and about you, does that cause a distortion in your own image? (yes, I know – it’s a very cheap way of linking that to the photos above). How do you reconcile those two so that you are able to get the clarity of who you are? Many a time, we are all formed in a way by the opinions, thoughts and actions of those around us. That’s good in some ways, especially so when they are role models that inspire us. But what if they are not so inspiring, and their words and actions are driven by ‘baser’ motivations wrapped up in ‘nobility’ and topped off by ‘this will be for their own good’?
So I referred to my favourite saint, St Francis, and does he have some mega high standards!
“Holy Wisdom destroys Satan and all his subtlety; Holy Simplicity destroys all the wisdom of this world and all the wisdom of the body; Holy Poverty destroys the desire of riches and avarice and the cares of this world ….” and it gets harder from then on. What’s a lowly human supposed to do? – crawl up in a corner and eat chocolates?
But that would’ve just caused too much inflammation and allergies so I referred to one of my favourite songs, The Riddle by Five for Fighting. The title would already tell you that there wouldn’t be a straight up answer, but I love that song; “in the scheme of things we’re nothing at all … there’s a reason for the world, you and I.” It’s a conundrum – like “Remember you are unique, just like everyone else.”
In the end, for me, even though the words of St Francis are hard to live by, remembering it may help me live a little closer to my own integrity, and then maybe I will know the reason why I am in this world.
It’s been a long break since my last entry. So many things have happened. I’ve moved to a new city, moved into a new apartment, started a new job. All within the span of a month. All the routines that I had in the last year have all been shot to pieces. I feel a little battered and there’s nothing like a picture to tell a thousand words.
But unlike the abandoned truck that will probably not have another opportunity to hit the roads and cruise, and enjoy the scenes and places out there, I know I will.
2012 has been a great year. I’ve learnt a lot, been taught a lot, had my path lighted and guided. That’s all in a nutshell. I’ve also picked up a new skill – drawing. And it’s unleashed – at times – some creative thoughts that I never thought I had. I look forward to more of what 2013 has to offer!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
It’s coming to the year – and I wanted to end the year on the stories of bravery, inspiration, hope and goodwill. Stories that reminds us that there are good people in the world, and that everyone has it in them to do good, and to use our resources for the good of those who share the world with us.
When our talents and resources are used for the good of others.
From the Ashes
It may destroy the physical, but not the spirit.
People who relight one’s faith in humanity.
Against all Odds
We may not be born with everything we need, but we can overcome, as she shows us.
We can bridge the differences if we see each other as humans, made to live alongside each other.
Acceptance and Inclusion
Neurotypical folks taking the time and effort to understand people with disabilities.
Kids leap to action to save the day.
The dog that helps others, gets a little help himself. What goes around, comes around.